Below are the most recent 4 friends' journal entries.

Monday, December 14th, 2009
whateverfaggot [ soclosesofar ]	4:36p	Closure? So. My ex and I broke up a couple of weeks ago. He broke of the relationship suddenly and largely with out explanation. Now two weeks later, I'm still feeling like there are some questions in regards to the relationship that remain unanswered, mainly how he went from "you bring happiness to my life" to "we need to break up." I'd kind of like to speak to him and get him to explain but I'm not certain if this is the best idea. What do you all say? Is it good to talk it out or should I just let it go? (36 Comments |Comment on this)
whateverfaggot [ derflughafen ]	1:09a	Waiting Game I am a 21 y/o student at SFSU. I live in the most widely known and liberal places in the nation. I don't live in SF, but I live 30 minutes outside of it in a suburb. For my entire college experience I haven't really met any friends to speak of, let alone any gay ones. I will be graduating in the spring and I'm beginning to feel like I really haven't done anything socially in terms of my gay-self. I've always been very goal-oriented and really didn't make any friends in college. There were those people who I'd casually talk to in class for that semester, and then I'd never see them again. I don't drink, or party or smoke or do anything that would constitute the typical "college lifestyle" so no matter what I wasn't really able to relate to any of my peers on that level. I have worked for the courts in the family law clinics for 2 years and then I interned at the criminal courts for a semester and now I'm working for the courts again and so it's made me used to being with people of a much older age range than me. It's also furthered the gap, at least for me, of relatability I would ever have for students my age. Now that I will be graduating in the spring, I feel like I have kind of wasted my social life. I turned 21 this past summer, but since I don't drink and don't enjoy the bar/club scene (although I do like to dance) it really hasn't been this "oh-lala" experience everyone always makes it out to be. I have never been in a relationship and I am virgin which also makes me such an anomaly for where I live and for the cultural climate. I feel like an outsider and much older than I know I am. I recognize that I'm not very mature in a lot of things. Has anyone ever felt this way when they got out of college? Or has anyone felt that they don't relate to the "Gay community" or felt like they've wasted their social life. If so, how do you over-come it? I have gotten the "join a hobby group" speech, but my only really hobbies are drawing and video games which is kind of a solitary thing...I just feel like I don't relate to anyone and I'm not sure how to break out of my shell. It's frustrating because I see people my age able to go out and live their lives and be social, fun people. I feel old and boring and lonely. I want to be more outgoing and social but I'm just not the type of person to go out there and be wild and crazy...anyway. Thanks for any responses! Current Mood: lonely (38 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 8th, 2009
gay_sex_tips [ firebird_21 ]	8:23p	Anal warts (hpv) treatment I recently got anal warts from hpv (the warts are symptons of the virus). I'm currently using condylox (I think that's the rigth name) as a treatment. It burns a bit but i can deal with it. However the applicators that come with the solution suck. I have to apply it twice to treat the area. I have 2 questions: [1] Is there a better way to apply the solution to thew warts? Maybe with a q-tip or any other instrument? [2] Has anyone gome through the same diagnoses (anal warts)? I'd like to know people's experiences and what to expect. Is there remissions after treatment? Does it go away in time (the hpv, not the warts). I read a few medical articles online, but hearing from someone that has gone/ is going through it would be much better. Thanks. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 7th, 2009
gay_sex_tips [ toy_soldierrr ]	4:57p	How do you decide who to let cum in your mouth? What makes someone worth the gamble, for you? I feel like a skanky cum-slut asking this, I love cum and it's such a turn-on for me to let them shoot down my throat.... but I know that it IS risky, so I try to avoid it at all costs. My problem is that I usually want it really bad. And when I don't get it, I feel like I haven't gotten the ~full experience~. How do YOU go about it? Wait until you're in a long term relationship (with someone who has been tested)? Judge off of looks? Chemistry? BTW I'm completely against bareback sex and I have no desire for cum in my butt, just to clarify. Also, is it true that saliva kills HIV immediately? Or is that false? (Sorry if this has been asked before, I glanced around and didn't see anything regarding this. Thanks ya'll. (16 Comments |Comment on this)